Car didn’t start this morning. Wilson just helped me put a new battery in…will have to take the car into his work.
Met Mom at the airport today, before she flies out to Taiwan. She wants to sort out some land stuff, go to Shang-Rui’s wedding, and have a siblings reunion.
I didn’t have my costumes ready, and it’s too late to buy wigs online, so I asked Anna for help. She has lots of costumes she made for their photoshoot! The scalemail pieces were especially gorgeous. I’m gonna go as Wonder Woman. It’s a bit of a hacked-together costume…but kinda works. It would be hard to use the bathroom though!
Wilson and Anna are so great to me. After trying on tons of costumes, I couldn’t start up my car. They invited me to stay for dinner, and then Wilson drove me home.
The next day, Wilson picked up a lexus battery at work, installed it into my car, test drove it, and then dropped it off.
I am so touched by them.
Will texted me today if I’m going to Noveween and I was going as. I said Wonder Woman. He said he has a Superman outfit. Said it would be a nice surprise if we didn’t tell each other already. I said he can still surprise me by showing up in a Wonder Woman outfit. Haha.
I kinda feel nothing for Will now. But whatever. We’ll be semi-friends.
Started chatting with a pilot named Colin. He seems very cool. But his looks…not my type. Sigh. We’ll see.
The chef, Andrew, disappeared. Not sure what’s going on there.
Brad…I miss him. I’m horny. I miss just touching him. It’s not even like he did anything especially great so far. No cute bantering like Matthew and I had. Never took the initiative to message me first. We’ve had sex twice, and both times, I asked.
I’ve decided to not ask anymore. It makes me sad that this might means the end. It makes me sad that, he might like me but just doesn’t know how to take the initiative. But, if it’s not a match, then I’d rather move on.
I feel so sad I want to cry. It might be the pre-MC mind. I want to touch him again, kiss him again, fuck him again.
No one compares to Matthew though. He was so fun. And that I’ll never have again. Why is everyone so insincere nowadays? Too many options I guess.