Brad came by today, even though it’s a Monday and we just saw each other on Friday. It’s because I’m leaving for Tony Robbin’s Unleash the Power Within on Wednesday and back on Monday.
It’s nice that I get to see Brad more often than with other guys.
I thought I was running late, so I changed from 7 to 8pm. Before he saw it, I realized I could do 7pm, so I let him know. He told me that he might run late too, so he’d arrive between 7 and 8. I didn’t like that.
I told him to let me know half hour before he leaves, meanwhile feeling a bit disappointed. Surprisingly, he said he shoved food into his mouth, showered, and he sent me a nice photo of himself fresh out of the shower. Aimed for 7:15 to 7:30, and let me know when he left. That’s nice 🙂
It was a shorter night though. 7:15 ’til 9:45….2.5hours. I guess it was still alright. Last time it was 4 hours!
I wore purple hair and my ombre purple tank top and denim shorts. Same same as with Matthew. This way I don’t have to think too much. The only thing is, Brad can’t see purple.
I like that he comes closer to the door more than Matthew did. We kissed passionately at the front entrance. Our kisses are always so passionate 🙂
He asked me how my day was. I told him about meeting with Alice and Zeljka about life insurance, and he knew all about it, of course! He used to do that! That was kinda cool. He could’ve recommended someone really good to me he said.
He was in front of his computer all day, then went climbing. The jeans shipped out today.
Tonight, we had oral like usual, then had sex twice. The difference is that we talked after each time we had sex, which is how I like it.
And sex was better tonight too. When in my fave position, he went in in a way that felt quite good. It was slow and sexy too. It’s brighter in the room with him, so I get to check him out in the mirror. His muscles looked really nice. He is so lean. He came in that position, a bit quicker than he expected. We didn’t even get to his fave, which is doggie style.
During the second time, we tried me lying on top of him. Surprisingly, he came in that position too. And again a bit too quickly.
We talked quite a bit, about the US election, about West World, about my theory of having multiple short lives, about being agnostic versus being atheist, about his cousin who is always in his uncle’s dreams (such a shocker!), about a similar motivational event he’s been to, by Sterling (said he got over hating his dad…that’s another shocker). It was the first time we had somewhat of a more in depth talk. I can tell he is smart. Smarter than I expected.
He is pretty cool really. We have lots in common.
But I don’t feel that he really wants me…yet. But we are having better and better chemistry it seems.
I could’ve gone again, but he was thinking to leave then. It was only 9:40ish. He is stressed about work and tends to have insomnia. He has a busy day ahead, wrapping up the cell phone screen protecter business.
We kissed for a long time by his car again.
I’m curious about how our relationship will progress. There seems to be potential.
His sense of humour is not like Matthew’s. Matthew was so good at conversational humour. Brad is better at telling stories. There’s still much I don’t know about him. I don’t know what he has been like in relationships. Matthew definitely is no relationship material…but he excites me so much.
I was really excited to see Brad tonight though. My heart sped up as I waited for the elevator.
I do like seeing him casually right now. In a real relationship, I don’t know if he is gonna make me a happier person, and vice versa.