Hello Tanya Super Spacebunny, my dear friend.
41 years old. Definitely wiser but definitely don’t want to be type cast by age.
What a life it has been!
Let’s start with some gratitude:
- I’m grateful to have my health! Seems like so many people close to me and close to my age are not that healthy. This is not something to be taken for granted!
- Able to sleep well; able to do all kinds of activities; pain-free; clear mind
- Sometimes I’m stressed, but it seems that I’m not as stressed as my friends. I work at my own pace, I wake up when I want to.
- Not waken by alarm
- Have over $4MM in wealth! $100k/year dividends thanks to Bunny!
- For the most part I can spend money without thinking about my budget!
- Biz is doing quite well! Especially Etsy and Shopify. Engraving is kicking ass right now!!
- Have great friends! Sincere, and always trying to help me. And they are! I’m hiring some of them.
- Bunny is sincere and grateful and has been helping me make money.
- My place is beautiful and comfortable
- My plants are happy
- Mom and Dad are healthy
- Dale is a pretty good VA.
So in general, I have love, health, wealth, happiness. I’m very very lucky!
Let’s talk about….things to improve upon
- Bunny is still not well. But it seems that Dr. Feng has identified something very interesting: his hip is out of alignment! Hopefully this will help him.
- I don’t know if Bunny and I love each other. I sometimes do wish that I was dating a funny, healthy, happy, adventurous intellectual, someone with lots of money, and someone whom I have amazing sexual chemistry with and can have lots of amazing sex with. There is actually a lot that is lacking between Bunny and I. I feel that I’m just in this relationship because he needs my help (and I’m the only who can help him), he has helped me make lots of money (still not settled, but my wealth was about $1.6MM before, and in 1.5 years it’s now $4.4MM with $100k/year dividends), I’m more driven to grow my biz than to find a new boyfriend, and he is sincere. Also he is so handsome. I can’t even think of a next step with him nor seeking my ideal relationship, just to get his health back first then see.
- Stocks are not reopening…yet. It adds stress to Bunny and sometimes me.
- Pandemic continues… This hasn’t bothered me much, until now. Now Vaccine Passport is being implemented in some countries. WTF. I couldn’t believe the ridiculousness of this.
- I’m getting fat. But that’s ok…just need to exercise more! I’ll take up dancing. At least this is within my control.
- Ella and Yana still need to get up to speed.
- Maybe aspects of Knot Theory is still not SODA’d.
- I wish to have someone do things I don’t like doing. Maybe Anna, or maybe someone who is better with people. Or maybe it’ll require 2 people.
Let’s talk about….desires and living a fulfilled life
- Pretty awesome that I’m able to give Cyn purpose by hiring her to market Knot Theory. Also able to give Nicole a full time job! That feels fulfilling.
- I’ve been wanting to grow stuff. Maybe micro greens. I don’t know if I want to grow them myself or hire someone else. Maybe I just want to eat them. Maybe I just want to control a bigger space, wether it’s a farm or a warehouse. Do something fun on it!
- I want to make $100MM. How do I do that? I shall manifest often.
Some revelations:
- When something bad happens, my mind goes to: who to blame. I need to shift that. Shift it to: How can we take care of it? Then, bad or not that bad? Cause? Then, Prevention?
- I overshare the negative with mom, Bunny, and friends. It’s negative energy offloaded onto them, and it also isn’t good for my image. I want to be transparent and had thought that was the best way to be, but I’m learning that there are some things better kept to myself. e.g. when I find Bunny negative or boring. When Nicole is dumb. Accept and love people. Give more grace. Don’t be so critical.
- Money is the biggest gift you can give someone. Of course give authentically so it’s meaningful, but in general, money is freedom, comfort, self-worth, options. I learned that from hiring Cyndi and Nicole.
- Success is attractive. Ty is drawn to my success. Bunny too. Cyndi too.
General improvements I’d like to do:
- Stop talking badly of people. Or even think it. If you catch yourself doing it, say, “Grace”.
- Stop complaining to other people; can think it or say it to the void, but no need to offload it. Say, “Gratitude.”
- Manage stress. Don’t let it get to you. Find tools to deal with / handle stress.
- When unhappy with Bunny, tell him how I want him to be instead of getting mad.
- Fast for 1 day, once a week. I think Monday is a good day for that.
- Dance more, run more
- Laugh more, socialize more
- Work hard during the week – track my time and set goals so I can learn to become efficient.
- Push very hard on engraving. Dominate the market while we can!
- Think big. How can I make $100MM?
How to make $100MM?
- On ECF, make friends with people who often contribute smart / helpful ideas.
- On ECF, research what the $10MM+ entrepreneurs are doing.
- Once a week, manifest, thinkitate about this.
- Once a week, evaluate if the things I’m doing are bringing me closer to the goals.
What does it look like to have a $10MM+ business?
- Have teams of staff, each team has a manager. About 10~15 staff? Finance, Ops, Inventory, CS, Marketing, Design, Programmer.
- Able to pull some big marketing stunts, innovation stunts, collabs with brands and influencers
- Have a cool office + warehouse
- I only focus on high level vision.
- I can take 2 to 3 weeks off and the business will continue to grow and thrive; lots of free time
This coming month’s goal
This coming 3 month goals
Long term goals
product ideas:
high fibre (prebiotics) low cal flour
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