Haven’t seen Bunny in 2 weeks. Meanwhile have seen Alex 3 times and had sex twice.
I got Bunny lots of groceries from Costco as usual. I also brought the chilli that Ty made. Also brought King’s Cribbage and Uno.
We sat on the floor and played King’s Cribbage. It was a nice change. Though in the beginning I was a bit upset at him for not ordering food for us. And for not heating the chilli enough. Also for growing his facial hair way too much.
The game was mildly fun. Bunny liked it more I think.
After, he wanted to play Uno even! Haha
I was too tired to learn a new game, so we cuddled instead.
While cuddling, he as usual kept playing with his knee. At one point he cried.
At one point I cried, telling him that I don’t feel that he finds me attractive.
All that Alex sex….I still feel hurt that Bunny doesn’t want to have sex with me. He promised that as soon as his leg gets better we’ll have lots of sez.
I was more calm from being infatuated with Alex by then. It seems that I get horny the most on Monday and Tuesday afternoon. I miss him. But by the weekend, I’ve forgotten what it’s like to be with him.
Today, I thought about how to make him fall for me. I thought about how I’m falling for him. I thought about how this would end. It’s just a matter of time. Flings never last.