Very slacked off day today. Interviewed Firuza at Noon.
Masturbated and thought about Alex and cried…again. I guess that’s just how it is now.
Napped.
Placed D6 order with Udoo.
Went for a walk to London Drugs to buy some stamps.
Quick trip to Costco to buy pork rinds for Mom.
Came home and ate a crab, a salad with green goddess dressing I made (avo, cilantro nuts, lemon juice, garlic), fudgsicle, microwaved Brussels sprouts, this gelatin “skin” (rou yuan pi) Mom made. I guess it’s pre-period so I’m eating a lot.
Typical day really.
After staying at work with Anna from 4pm ’til midnight last night!
I guess today was my recovery day.
Firuza seemed like a good hire. Fingers crossed! Come to think of it, I should’ve asked for references.
She is 33, from Kyrgyzstan. She is a single mom, living near King Edward station. Been here for 7 years, daughter is 9 years old and on kids’ Tik Tok. called Likee. Nice nails.
She is $18/h and she seems very reasonable of a person, so I just offered here the job on the spot. Ahahaha.
I still feel like this life is a blessing to me, and I believe that good things are in abundance for me in this life!
So, I shall make more decision, do more things! Try more things!
Remember: I can manifest!
Sometimes I think about manifesting Alex into my life again. Because what we had was so good, so fun, so sexually mind-blowing….I don’t even know what is better than that. I guess someone who is more capable of love? Someone who isn’t as self-centered? And isn’t a dismissive avoidant? And doesn’t want kids? And lives in a nice place on his own instead of with his parents? And doesn’t have a drinking issue?
I mean, everyone has something. The most important is that we have an amazing time together, and that we both keep trying to make it work, make it better.
The problem with Alex is that, even if we get back together, I’d still feel like he’d give up on us on a whim.
That’s one HUGE cool thing about Bunny that is 1000x better than Alex. Bunny is always trying to make things better. He doesn’t give up on us.
But one HUGE cool thing about Alex is that we have an amazing time together.
So, I want a guy who is BOTH!
I’m excited about starting Firuza as our new hire!
Week 1: Establish our brand feel, target audience, study competitors, SWOT analysis, learn the rings, help with packing, list all the marketing channels (blog, social media platforms, email funnels, etc), come up with a content strategy (what formats, what content gets repurposed)
Week 2: Pack rings, prepare some content!
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