Yesterday morning I messaged Brian about the newcomer grant. He said nothing. I felt a bit sad.
This morning he replied, and we had a fun chat.
Yes I know he is not the one for me, but I really enjoy chatting with him like this. Well, even better if he laughs at my jokes.
Though looking back, I think I’m too nice when I talk to him. Kinda like when Mark or Chris or Allen talks to me. Thirsty energy. Though, I think I’m just being nice. I’m pretty nice and responsive towards Mark. He is funnest of the three.
But Mark lately seems a bit thirstay. He told me about his 3-some experience, and I think he was trying to turn me on. Didn’t work though. I’m just not attracted to him. He is married, and he has a bit of a belly. And his face just isn’t my type.
I want someone who is more complimentary, more encouraging, more thoughtful, more caring, and more upbeat than Brian.
I try to not get sucked into being infatuated with him again.
Yesterday John invited me over for dinner, and cooked a super yummy steak and potatoes and tomatoes dinner. And we watched a cute panda documentary. And we napped together for a bit, his arms around me. It was nice.
Oh and while I was waiting for him to cook, I made a balloon flower for him lol. There was a psoas exercise that called for a balloon for I brought some.
Then he wanted to watch celebrity wheel of fortune together, I said no. Then we got up and he started watching it, so I got ready to leave. He started showing me stretch moves….while he watched the show. It’s like, he wanted me to stay long, but he also wanted to watch the show.
Overall it was a pleasant time though. I rode my e scooter back, in the rain. He called me the next day and said it was fun and I looked nice.
Oh and I was pretty handsy with him. I craved the touch. And we pecked on the lips when I left. But I still thought about Brian more.
I like having sex with Alex, chatting with Brian, and…looking at John lol. John is the oldest but he has the nicest face, body, proportions.
Barbie movie was quite good! I cried a few times. Ayumi and Nicole didn’t lol. But we had fun. We haven’t hung out together in a long time!
After the movie, we had a mandatory photoshoot, of course! We were all wearing pink after all!
Nicole is 22, Ayumi is 26 or 27, and me almost as old as the two of them combined lol. Well, 43. Potentially same age as Nicole’s mom.
But I was dressed the sexiest haha. I wore my pink yarn dress with cherries on top. And Nicole would say everyone was checking me out.
When I looked at the photos, I look a bit older than them, but passable in some photos. The tension in my neck is the biggest giveaway right now.
We saw the 11:50am showing, so it was only 2pm. We got some truck food and ate on a bench by the Robson Square. It was fun.
I said I had to go back to work. They continued hanging out the rest of the day, including a volleyball game with the volleyball fam.
I went home and planned on working, but didn’t do much. Took a long nap, watched some TV, and did a little bit of work. But it was fine. It was recharge.
