Costa Rica; Keilor; New Beginning

Oh Costa Rica, what a trip!

I feel so blessed to have experienced this trip, and I feel so blessed to be back, and I feel so blessed to be at this stage in my life at 44yo.

I’m young enough to enjoy everything like a 30yo. Old enough to have the experience and the financial / locational / time freedom.

Keilor has breathed new life into me. A 26yo being interested in me, and is actually sincere and sweet.

I feel reborn! I feel that I’ve lived a micro-life in Costa Rica where I eat-pray-love’d the shit out of it hahaha

Remembering my favourite moments in life, and finding the pattern – an exercise I did 2 years ago. I know that what makes me happy are: laughing so hard my belly hurts (usually a group setting), a romanic connection, cute animals, motion of freedom. (There’s a few more, but these are definitely the top of the top ones). And this Costa Rica trip ticked them all!

Ahh.. how lucky I am!

Many of it is by design. I sought out the cute animals, the surfing, and group trip. But meeting Keilor – that’s luck and it’s the cherry on top.

So I’m forever grateful for this blessing.

I have such fond memories with him.

When I was in my early 30s, I had a few sexy encounters. Matthew, Josh, Patrick, Idriss.

There was also that entrepreneur who looked 18…Brad. Sam from WifiTribe who was fun but micro. Mike Evans who was just a mutual crush.

Then from 38 to 42 – dating Nicolas (maybe this was at 32), Jeffrey, Alex, then John – it was dark times lol

Then 42 to 44 – the sexy encounters were Alex Pinto, Brandon, and Keilor.

I guess even though it felt like a dry spell the past 2 years, I still encounter someone once a year on average haha

A couple frustrations such as Sid (Actually not that cool or hot of a guy), Shuto (I mean, he is 2oyo…amazing that he even wanted to connect lol). Got hit on by several guy still, such as Suraj, Mylo, Allen, Arshan.

During this trip, people thought I was 30 or 31. That’s pretty good!


My most favourite experiences with guys have always been flings, not relationships. I didn’t even feel much butterflies at the early stages of these relationships.

I thrive on sexual relationships.

What makes Keilor special though, is that he turns me on and he also makes me laugh, and we laugh a lot together.

Of all my sexy encounters, I think the only other person that made me laugh and cum were Matthew and Alex! Crazy when you think about it.

I mean, most guys are too stoic. They might make me laugh a little but they don’t laugh with me “hard”.

Most of these guys don’t laugh out loud! Sam and I had lot of laughs, but gosh, what a disaster in the bedroom!

Mike made me laugh, but he wasn’t a big laugher. Also we never slept together.

Also, I have spent one on one time with Sam and Mike, and it was surprisingly boring! No laughs.

Alex tells amazing stories and made me laugh, but he didn’t laugh much and he didn’t laugh at my jokes much. Sex was 10/10 though.

Keilor was the only one where we laughed so much together. Sex was 7/10, but good vibes is 10/10.

Sex ranking:

  1. Alex Pinto – 10/10 – great dick, god-like skills, sexy vibes
  2. Matthew – 9/10 – light hearted vibes, good looking guy, good fit, fun
  3. Patrick – 9/10 – great looking guy, sexy, big dick
  4. Josh – 7/10 – gorgeous, very touchy which was nice; no skills
  5. Keilor – 7/10 – dick isn’t the best match, likes stuff I don’t like such as anal, pumps are too brief; good vibes lots of laughs
  6. Nicolas – 7/10 – dick feels great (10/10). dick, face, body not as attractive to look at. Bad memories of this guy though.
  7. Brandon, Brad, Idriss – 5/10 – not sure why, but not very fun
  8. Devin – 3/10 – smaller, looked nice as a half indian half swedish ripped mix
  9. Brett – 3/10 – first guy after Norm. Don’t remember much.
  10. John – 2/10 – One time it was 8/10, but rest of the times, very brief and lame; no effort
  11. Jeffrey, Alex R, Norm, and a really young guy who got me drunk (I think 17yr age gap and he wasn’t very cute) – ?/10 – So unmemorable. I don’t remember having sex with them lol

After thinking about this, I’m realizing, my god, meeting Keilor is such a manifested, god-orchestrated experience!

What are the chances of this happening? It has to be a miracle!

First, what I love the most about this is that he became interested in me while I wasn’t wearing a wig, my hair was wet, and I was constantly rubbing sunscreen out of my eyes. Not to mention I wasn’t my most graceful self getting pummeled by the waves, climbing onto the surfboard like a drowning dog, and learning to surf as a total novice lol.

I just can’t fathom what about me had attracted him. But I’m glad he was attracted!

I sometimes feel that he must’ve been pleasantly surprised by the more glamorous version of me – blonde wig, cute dress, bikini.

Since this experience with him, I feel so much more confident about not wearing a wig. Reminds me of how Patrick had made me feel.

Second miracle is that he is playful! And he laughs out loud! It’s what I’ve been looking for! I didn’t realize how rare it was until I tallied up all my sex partners, and realized that almost none of them was playful. He was the first that made me laugh AND we laughed together!

This experience is such a gift. Thank you <3

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I learned that: during an arribada, up to 300,000 sea turtles nest at Ostional beach, laying millions of eggs!

It wasn’t arribada when we went, but we saw these hatched turtle egg shells!

We rode past some frogs and they made laughing noises! Instead of “ribbit, ribbit”, they went “jajajaja” (“hahaha” in Spanish)!

It was the funnest night. Hardly any photos, but I remember it all.

Also, the day before, I rode 2 BIG WAVES and felt AMAZING thanks to you @keilor!

I’m really glad we met. So much love for you.

 


“Why are your eyebrows black?” was his ice-breaker question for me.

I was gonna explain microblading to him but realized he was 5 and probably just hadn’t seen an Asian before.

We played “hide-and-catch”…a more proactive form of hide-and-seek haha. Me and Wakim (5yo) were on the hiding team, and his sister Indira (11yo) was to catch us.

We roamed the hotel villa, even cut through the kitchen several times (which turned out to be ok because their dad Collin was the chef!)

At one point Wakim unknowingly took me to the security camera room to hide. It was 100% the best spot for the game! We giggled so hard. Indira eventually found us though. Smart girl.

In the evening, Collin asked if I wanted to join them for dinner. I had already heard about his culinary skills, and made a reservation for his 5-star dinner later that week, so, hells yeah!

A couple days later Wakim and I played together again. I didn’t have my wig on this time. He said, “You look astonishingly different!” Definitely the biggest word I’ve ever heard from a 5yo haha. And then we made some purple playdough empanadas together.