I didn’t talk to Matthew in a while. Maybe a week.
The passport issue had me so depressed.
But I miss him everyday, and I decided to talk to him yesterday. He was quicker to respond this time, and he was cute as always. So, I was in a good mood yesterday 🙂
I said, “Miss this guy…”, and sent a unicorn Pusheen cat sticker, lol. He said, “Aw…miss this bunny too”. I wonder if I said “I miss you..”, he would say the same. It’d seem too emotionally involved.
In any case, I have to remember that we are not dating. As much as I think I want to. I have to remember that he doesn’t even want to see me without hair.
I need a guy who loves me with and without hair. I need a guy who loves me. I need a guy whom I love. I need a guy with whom, we are better than without each other, and we can rule the world together. We’d enjoy each other so much, that there’s no chance of anyone coming between us.
But until then, there’s Matthew. So adorable, hot, sexy, flirty, funny, and gives me such amazing orgasms. I swear that as long as he is interested in me, I’ll always be attracted to him. I wish I could find someone who feels the same about me.
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Went to see Jungle Book with Tina! It’s actually a really good movie! I had lots of fun.
After that, we went shopping. And I, as usual, spent all my cash. Good thing I didn’t bring more money. I bought 3 belly rings, a stack of cards, and a pair of Thai-style-elephant capri pants! We ate my favourite foods: 炸臭豆腐，臭豆腐和豬血冬粉湯，刨冰，奶油（和芋頭）餅！We talked about the more personal stuff, and she told me about her job, which is pricing. She is such a competent worker. I wish we could work together. But I’d be afraid that we’d fight, as most business partnerships seem to go.
I ate way too much. I need to not do that. I need to keep fit, so I can have lots of fun sex with Matthew. I can’t wait to be home for that.