So Patrick became a stripper in Las Vegas. Just like that.
I messaged to wish him well in LA and said that I loved seeing him. He messaged to let me know that he changed his plans and moved to LV. He got offered a job.
“Fitness?” “Yea, something like that” Then I remembered getting an instagram alert saying that he owns the profile Aussie Hunks Vegas. I got it.
He said it’s fun.
I was quite saddened by it. I tried to understand why.
Channing Tatum did it. Look at him now. He is a good husband too.
Part of me wishes that Patrick will eventually become boyfriend, even husband material. That’s when he proposes to me, haha. But I seriously doubt that.
If I were an extremely good-looking guy, I’d enjoy stripping too I think. So much attention from the ladies. He is a show-off of his body anyway. I knew that the day I met him. Plus I bet he’ll be making good money.
I think I’m saddened by the fact that he said he was passionate about being a trainer, helping people, and the next second he took a job as a stripper.
I’m also saddened by the fact that his experiences are so wildly different than mine. I’m alone, aging, on OKCupid and not getting any cute guy’s attention. He is in his prime, and he’ll be so used to women screaming at him. He’ll associate his body with money. Worse yet, he’ll have so much sex and he’ll associate money with sex.
Honestly, I feel that he was already gone.
Sigh.
It’s only been 3 days. He is gone.
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OKCupid – so depressing on Day 1.
Absolutely no cute guy contacted me. I found 2 or 3 cuties, but was hesitant to make the first move.
One guy is cute and makes over $1MM a year. He was 29yo, has travelled around the world, and now lives in the West End. That made me feel inadequate all of a sudden. I’m 35, pretending to be 30, haven’t travelled as much, and don’t make over $1MM a year.
I’m gonna work towards making $3MM a year though.