Alex came over last night and we had amazing sex again. And great talks after.
I was not very horny all week because he cancelled on me last minute last week. He said he’d be on time at 5:30 this time. I messaged him at 5pm to confirm he is still coming before I got ready.
He was pretty on time! Only 10 minutes late.
I was a bit nervous and excited for some reason. Hadn’t seen him in 2 weeks.
I was wearing my Xmas lingerie. It’s not very well made, but it’s kinda funny. It’s red lace with white feather trim. It has an open crotch with a bow! I wore my Xmas socks too. And put on my Xmas flannel pajama top. It looked like I was bottom-less.
He came looking cute. He liked my flannel pajama top actually. Maybe even more than the sexy lingerie.
He asked if I missed him. I said maybe. Still a little mad about him cancelling on me last time. I asked if he missed me. He said of course.
We kissed for a while in the living room. I was definitely still so attracted to him even though he disappointed me last time.
We carried on in the bedroom. The moment he entered me, my mouth fell open and I moaned. Each time he enters me, I was so surprised at how amazing it feels.
We did all the usual positions. At one point I was on top, he breathed in a white feather from my outfit and sneezed! Hahahha
I laugh so much before, during, after sex with him all the time.
I told him his hair was so cute. He told me I was so beautiful. That’s nice. He doesn’t compliment me that much but when I compliment him he reciprocates.
All the positions felt so good. And our kisses were so passionate. It’s been two weeks after all… felt like ages.
He came pretty hard…his jizz shot so far it got on my face…maybe his too.
My uterus felt so happy and content after. I never feel this way with other guys.
We talked…though I think we’ve started to repeat ourselves a little bit when we talked about our childhood.
I always laugh so much when I’m with him. Actually I’m not entirely sure if he laughs just as much. He is a bit more stoic. Doesn’t smile much. Before the mushroom night, I was never able to tell if he liked me.
Also I’m not sure if he laughs at my jokes a lot…I’ll pay more attention next time. He makes me laugh though, that’s for sure. He was imagining how Billy from my ECF group would act, when I told him how Billy would continue to talk to me even when I was no longer in eye contact with him and was talking to someone else. “So I tripped over a crack and I thought, I need something to fill this crack. Then I thought, this could be my next Amazon product idea…” Ahahhaa
Before I knew it, we were getting it on again. I think he initiated it. I love that he can go again in like 5 minutes.
I wanted to try sitting up sex, but it didn’t work well in bed. It’s more of a sofa position. Then he asked if I wanted to try lying on top of him again. Last time I was holding myself up, and it didn’t quite work. This time I lied on up of him fully. He started playing with my clit while simultaneously thrusting from behind me….and omg….I moaned like crazy.
It felt so good. I’m not sure if it was the clitoral stimulation or the idea of him touching me like that… I got so wet. He was turned on by how wet I got.
I love moaning loudly because I think it turns him on. I love that I was quivering a bit. I love that I’d wrap my legs around his, and that we were so close together.
He finished with side pumps which is also my fave. Ahhh soo amazing. His dick feels so amazing in every position. I love his dick. I didn’t suck on it though. I will reward him with a blow job when he has been good.
With clitorial stimulation, I giggled so much after. I think I was high. He thought it was cute.
He was hungry and ordered some ramen with dip. It was past 9pm so I only ate a tiny bit. So cute how he always shares with me…tore half of his seaweed into my bowl, asked if I wanted a bite of his pork, and set aside a small bowl for me even though I said I’d just have a bite of his. He is so cute and sweet like that…
I needed to touch him always. I put a leg on his thighs. He put my other leg up on him and held me in his arms. I love that. He is very touch-oriented like me. Between sex I noticed he’d run his fingers over my skin. It felt so great.
I asked him the question, “Consider the past 3 months and describe one moment when you felt really good, like you were participating in something particularly meaningful.”
He said, without hesitation, the mushroom night. I was delightfully surprised. He goes out every weekend, and I wasn’t sure if he was doing something more fun and memorable.
His reason was not quite the same as mine though. He likes that it’s rare. It’s rare that we go outside and stare at the sky. He likes that it was spontaneous. He likes that I came out. He likes the simplicity of it. I dove deeper on why the simplicity was attractive to him. He said because his biz partner said he always over complicates things (in biz), and that his businesses are getting more and more complex. He is drawn to simplicity, simpler life, I think.
So, rare adventures, simple and natural events, simple life…these are the keywords I hear.
I could’ve dug deeper into, why I made it a very fun and meaningful moment, but I didn’t.
For Bunny, it was mindset (from me)
For Ty, it was doing something that is the first in history. (toonprov aka shitty zoom)
For Cyndi, it was community
For Nicole, it was act of kindness and being loved.
For me, it was doing something for the first time (new adventure), being in a group, and being loved/cared for by someone I’m attracted to.
These answers to the question are so accurate and insightful of the person’s values!
Imagine if Alex and I were to live in a community, and have lots of rare/travel adventures! If he was in WifiTribe with me, we’d be dating by now.
I was thinking recently that I had wanted to attract a boyfriend who is good at marketing, and height doesn’t matter. I had wanted to be friends with a lot more people, and from there, develop friendship, and eventually when I’m single, pick out a boyfriend from my guy friends..
It’s amazing how close this has turned out the way I wanted. I’ve manifested this!
It’s not quite exactly…he is not my boyfriend, and he wants kids..A LOT! He talks about kids every time.
I need to strengthen my manifesting powers!
I’m grateful though. It’s been SO FUN being with him. SOOO FUN. It’s soul nourishing. It’s life-giving. It’s exhilarating. I love him.
We talked about business a bit. That’s always fun too. He told me about getting a line of credit to grow my biz. I just might!
As he was leaving, he said, “See you next week?” I said yes but let me know if you’re gonna cancel…but then I remembered that I’m going to Victoria next weekend. So, it’ll be two weeks. Sigh.
We kissed so much before he left. Miss him already.
He is prolly going to Mexico in January, and is for sure going to Japan for 2 months in April. Ugh. I want him always…
He is so special to me. I wonder if he finds me to be so special too. I hope we’ll always be this fond of each other, this passionate, and increasingly romantic!
