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I’m so in love. His gorgeous, loving, and everything I want and more.

I love his eyes, his cute nose, his infectious smile, his sexy voice, the way he moves, his cheekbones, his jaw, his hair, his shoulders, his super hot body, his height. I love everything about him physically.

I love his personality and sense of humour! He is super funny and quirky. He is light-hearted and fun. He is patient, caring, loving, and mentally healthy. He gets enthusiastic and passionate about things, but he doesn’t get really upset or unreasonable. We almost never fought. If there is a conflict, we both work to work it out!

He is so smart! I am such a fan of him. He is capable. He is intelligent. He is wise. He is thoughtful too, and has common sense.

I love how he loves me. He is generous, kind, passionate, and romantic. I love the flowers and the massages from him! Love how he spoils me and surprises me.

He loves how I look without hair. He adores me.

We make love often, and it’s the most amazing experience! We are so majorly attracted to each other. We have such a deep bond, and we have the perfect sexual chemistry. Sex is so amazing it blows our minds. We love pleasing each other. We love the same things, and we want to try new things together.

We are so compatible. We love doing the same things for fun. We share the same interest for science, sci-fi, tech, animals, personal development, and are adding more.

We also teach each other new things, expanding our horizons. We are always amazed with each other, and becoming bigger fans for each other each day.

We have that synergy that allows us to be amazing in business together too. We amp up each other’s businesses, and we start to create successful businesses together.

We go on adventures, we explore the world together. We laugh so much, ponder on things spiritual and practical, and are in PEAK STATE often. Being with each other gives us a high.

We are loyal to each other, of course. There’s no one else better than each other.

We are so in love. We can’t imagine being with anyone else. We are so grateful for each other, and for the Universe for bringing us together. We are so happy together. We love each other so deeply.

Our friends and family are happy for us too. We are a stunning couple and we have the most stunning and memorable wedding.

We live happily ever after! <3 <3

Ok! New Beginning 🙂

I woke up today and felt better.

I sent Jeff the letter last night at 11:30pm. He saw it right away.

I don’t know if he read it. It was very long.

I didn’t expect him to reply. But I did my best, so I’m happy. No regrets.

He didn’t reply.

Cat called today. She just had her surgery. First thing she asked though, was, How was your date?

Well, didn’t happen. I almost cried as I described it. But I didn’t really cry.

I mean, he really wasn’t very good towards the end, was he? And he didn’t try to remedy it.

Cat thinks he’s started to see someone else. That didn’t make me feel very good. But, I don’t blame him if he has. After all, I made out with someone else!

But, now I think about it, I send the letter. It praised him. If this doesn’t change his mind, then he is not good enough for me. Worse yet, there’s something wrong with him.

Ok 3:20pm on a Saturday. He just called me. My skin was burning from nervousness. But, turned out he pocket-dialed me. WTF!

I guess that means he was thinking of calling me, at least.

Because you don’t pocket-dial someone unless they are on your phone’s main screen. Unless it was just call history.

In any case, it’s time to move on!

I deleted him from Whatsapp. I archived my FB msg to him. After V Day, I’ll delete him from my phone, and unfriend him on FB. I could do that today, but, a little voice tells me that our first date would be on Valentine’s Day coming up.

I have a sliver of hope, to be perfectly honest. But, It’s 0.00001%.

I think he’s moved on, and so should I.

Just unfriended him on FB, removed all photos of him from my phone. He is not a match for me.

I still kept his phone number, just so that I know it is him, if he replies to my text.

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New Beginning!!

I created the box. Everything in this box IS!

I put in it:

I meet my Dream Husband in 2017

I live happily ever after with my Dream Husband

I have abs

My biz makes $3MM USD in sales, $1MM USD in profit in 2017

I seem to really want a husband now, hey?!

That means I will get one 🙂

I want to attract an amazing guy into my life. One that I love and loves me. One that makes my life happier and vice versa. We are a movement when we are together.

Dear Jeff Bunny,

I want to say that, you are an amazing person, one in a million. I’ve been crazy about you for so long. I love everything about you. You are smart, funny, quirky, passionate, sexy, ambitious, and I could go on…When you said you got me a book, I just melted. You are what I wanted and more.

I don’t know if that day when I said I wasn’t feeling it, that changed everything for us. For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.

When I looked back to try to understand why I said that, it’s because of how some of my friends made me feel real shitty that day. I gushed about you too much I think.

But maybe you gave up on me for reasons I wasn’t aware of.

I used to think I’d have to be perfect to find the perfect guy to be in a perfect relationship. But the real magic happens when two people grow and bond together. No one is perfect. Perfection is stagnant. The willingness to talk, listen, and understand each other better, is what makes a loving relationship grow deeper.

That’s why I wanted a guy with a growth mindset. When you said you’d hired a life coach, I thought, How did I get so lucky to attract you into my life?

I didn’t understand why you stood me up by default, and why you shut me out without giving us a chance to talk on the phone that day.

I’m not one to give up so easily. But I guess you’ve given up. I get the hint now.

Gosh, we could’ve been an amazing couple. Laugh together, go on adventures together, share what we know with each other, have real amazing sex, and truly, madly, deeply love each other. We could’ve been invincible.

And the gifts! I have no idea who else wants the custom made Prince and George Michael coasters. I also happened to have found the cutest card one day with two bunnies that are meant to be. I thought it was a sign that we are too.

I’ll remember the good memories we had and try to let go of the bad. And I wish you all the best in getting what you seek.

I just wanted to let you know how much I adored you, in case I didn’t express it clearly. Life is too short to regret for things we didn’t say.

It’s almost V Day. Happy Valentine’s Day, Bunny.

Tanya

 

I wrote the Jeff Bunny letter to let go. To feel better.

It caused me to cry even harder. I hope that’s part of the healing process.

I still feel so drained and sad.

Today would’ve been our first date, 3rd try.

Hard to believe that it’s not meant to be.

If only he’d be open to communications. And not get pissed off so easily.

But these are big ones.

How I wish that he’d still try to make it work.

He is online right now in Whatsapp. So am I. But we are not speaking.

I don’t think he’ll try. Not today anyway. Maybe Valentine’s Day? Maybe years from now? Maybe never.

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I went on Bumble, and saw 5 Jeffs. Strange. I never met a Jeff before. Now there are so many. What is the Universe trying to tell me? That there are many like him out there? Or that I’m thinking about him too much?

I saw at least 4 Jeffs outside of Bumble…in articles, other dating apps, etc. Ugh.

I was surprised that he was still on Whatsapp here and there. Instead of leaving it behind. I hate the idea that he’s met someone, but that’s probably why. That’s probably why he can let me go.

I hope his date fails miserably. I want him to come back to me. But, it’ll not happen.

It’s Saturday night, and I’ve deleted everything about him from my phone pretty much.

It’s so hard to let go. It’s hard to not think about him a lot. I talked to Mom, Cat, and Norm on the phone to help distract myself. Not getting much work done…

I really, absolutely need to remember that, even if we met up, he has some fatal flaws:

impatient, self-centred (only cares about his interest), moody, cannot communicate his feelings, short tempered, willing to cut off communication on a whim, gives up on me too quickly

These are not boyfriend nor husband qualities! These are terrible qualities!

I want my guy to be:

Patient, loving, thoughtful about my needs and wants, has mood stability, can communicate clearly, is good natured, has the growth mindset and open-minded mindset so is open to what I have to say during a conflict, and won’t give up on me!

I believe. I will find this amazing guy of my dreams! <3

Dear Jeff Bunny,

I think you are amazing in so many ways. Your sense of humour, your accomplishments as a nerd and an athlete, your ambitions in life, and how adorable and passionate you were when we fell in love.

I love that you wanted to marry me! And I wanted to marry you too! I love that you wanted to find the Starman TV show for me as my wedding present. I love that you got me a book. I love that we laughed so much together and have similar sense of humour. I love that you were super funny. I love that we talked for 3.5 hours on our first phone date, then had phone sex. I love that we had phone sex many times after. Your voice made me feel safe. I loved hearing your voice.

I love that you were interested in personal development. I love that you were interested in cooking. I love that you were close to your parents and your brother.

You were everything I wanted and more.

How I wish we could get married and live happily ever after. There’s so much I want to experience with you, and I know you want to share so much with me too. And I love that about you. We could have had so much fun. We could’ve hiked together, have amazing real sex together all the time, and explore each other’s worlds. We could have been a power couple. Together, we would’ve been invincible.

I really don’t know what made it so impossible to make this work again. What caused you to give up on me, give up on us, lose patience, and assume the worst.

Just a couple days ago we had a fun chat and then phone sex. The next day you were impatient and mean. All I needed was for you to day, “Babe I’m tired tonight. I know I said I’ll call, but how about tomorrow?” Or even just pick up the phone so we can feel where we were at. I wasn’t mad at you. I really wanted to make it work. But you refused to even let me try to reach you, to clarify and understand.

We don’t have to be perfect. No one is perfect. We just have to listen to each other and communicate what’s on our minds clearly, so we can resolve each conflict as they rise, and grow stronger as a couple. But you shut me down. You don’t talk and you don’t let me talk. Of all the amazing qualities you have, and the amazing chemistry we have, this one thing kills everything. We have no chance together anymore.

I think, you need to seek professional help. This isn’t a typical human behaviour.

I’ll remember the Jeff Bunny that I loved and adored. The Jeff Bunny that I had so many fun conversations with, that I was crazy about each and every day the past 2 months. I’ll eventually stop crying and get on with life. But I hope you get better.

Love and kisses,
Tanya Bunny

Dear God,

I know you’ll help me find my dream husband soon. I believe.

I wake up each morning with my husband by my side. He is so beautiful, inside and out. I feel so lucky to have him with me in this life’s journey.

We love each other so much. We complement each other, we make each other laugh, we better each other, inspire each other, encourage each other, care for each other, and just have a ton of fun together!

We always have each other’s best interest at heart. We are always there for each other. We feel so safe in each other’s presence. We feel bliss when we are together.

We make earth-shattering love. We have stimulating conversations. We go on amazing adventures. We explore this fantastic world with so much thrill and joy. We are grateful for each other.

We are soul mates.

I’m so grateful to enjoy this world with a soul mate this life. It’s a privilege 🙂 <3

Thank you so much,

Tanya

Vivid Vision for Tanya Spacebunny Huang 

In 2020, Tanya Spacebunny Huang is as happy as can be!

I am healthy, wealthy and loved!

Healthy – I am full of energy, stamina, and happy chemicals in my brain. I am athletic, have an incredible body, and great skin. I glow from inside out. I’m timeless and ageless. I look 26!

Wealthy – I have a ton of money – cash and equity! I have a full team operating my successful businesses, so I can focus on the big picture of the next moves and next new brands. I have the time and energy and resources to make real impact. I am respected in the industry, a role model to women entrepreneurs, and have time to enjoy life too. I work when I want to. Usually I work during the week and take weekends off, and take vacations throughout the year. I also have a longer tropical vacation during winter. My personal cash flow is $3MM per year, including $200K per year from passive income. My diversified assets add up to $10MM and growing! My businesses are generating $12MM per year and growing! 

Loved – I am loved! By my husband, my parents, my friends., the world. I contribute a lot to causes I care about, because I want to improve people’s lives, and because I can. I have so many fun, kind, influential, and stimulating friends. Proximity is power. My parents are happy and loved and living in comfort because I can provide them a very good standard of living. My hubby is amazing! So amazing. He is the love of my life. We love each other so much. We are soul mates. We make each other happier, better, smarter, and more successful. We both love our lives, and we love our lives together. We are best friends. We laugh so much together. We are an unstoppable force together.

 

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Vivid Vision for Knot Theory Holding Company 2020

Knot Theory businesses have now grown to own several successful brands.

Our growth is systemized. We add more products, create more brands. We follow Tony Robbins’ 7 Forces of Business Mastery to stay current. We are expert at innovation and marketing.

We have an excellent team and company culture. I can trust that my team is on top of things without me being present all the time.

KOR – $10MM

• silicone rings
• active wear
• travel wear – merino wool tees and base layers

Ash & Parker – $500K

• photobooth props
• party supplies

Helios (or Fireball, or something else) – $2MM

• Sunglasses

KISS (or Smooch) – $2MM

• Period panties

Knot Theory – $200K

• bow ties

Chaos Games

• game accessories

 

Just gonna type freely to straighten my thoughts.

Jeff has been on my mind a lot, obviously. He is so great in so many ways. Almost too good to be true. I feel like there might be a catch! We haven’t met yet, which makes all this seems even less tangible.

It’s been unreal though. We had phone sex 5 or 6 times already. The chemistry is off the chart. I feel like we are dating already.

The only thing is, he sent me an elevator selfie one day, and he looked kinda old and not my type in the photo. I surprised myself by how turned off I was. He was hurt too, that I thought his profile photos were from very long ago and were misleading. Then he sent me another real time photo, and he was hot. Then he sent me another hot pic. Then he sent me another not so hot pic, where he looked short and stout. His face looked fat and his neck looked thick. And his head looked disproportionally large. But I didn’t say anything this time.

I want to say that I’m so into him that how he looks really won’t matter a whole lot. But, I don’t think that’s true. I think I am, and we all are, somewhat superficial. But I think I’d give him a bigger leeway in appearance because we connect at a deeper level.

He doesn’t seem to care as much about my appearance. He’s just been a gentleman about it. Asking a bit about my hair but not too much. He seems to care more about that we find the same things funny. We laugh a lot together, and that’s ultra important. I’m glad he thinks of it as the most important thing.

I like him so much. I think I love him already.

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Business. Goal is $3MM. But I haven’t written down a lot.

Dear God,

I want things to work out amazingly with Jeff.

Please.

I think he is upset that I say I’m not feeling it. He reacts by saying that it’s my call and he is not offended. He left and conversation, said he was driving half hour later, and didn’t even call me tonight.

This is going downhill fast.

I want things to go back to being amazing, like the first three weeks of our virtual relationship!

Please help us work this out!

I want him to be the one for me.

I want us to be happy together ever after.

Thanks God.

Tanya

I’m not sure about Jeff these days.

He’s been a bit weird. In a subtle way, but it worries me. It’s like he texts me without thinking much.

And I’m starting to doubt our compatibility. He seems to have no friends and he seems to watch way too many movies.

Also, the past two days, no good morning and no good night from him. This is deteriorating fast. Sigh.

I was all horny today. But I was thinking about Jon.

This is just not going well.

Met up with Sum and Christie and Cyndi today for dinner at Ask for Luigi. It was pretty good.

Christie actually found someone! And they’ve been dating for two months. She is so in love. Thinks he is perfect. He says he loves her everyday. I’m so jealous.

Summer gets flowers every week.

Actually I was thinking to really downplay Jeff because I don’t want our relationship cursed. But I’m surprised and not too surprised that Christie has found someone. Everyone is finding their perfect love… no one will be busy cursing me. Well, maybe Cyn.

I don’t feel that Jeff will be that perfect. I don’t feel that he’ll be that good to me. He seems impatient. Maybe I should start looking again. Nah, I’ll focus on my biz.

I haven’t really got down to business yet. I think I’m a bit jetlagged…or maybe just really exhausted from the trip. I wish I could be like Jon, needing only 3 to 6 hours of sleep a day.

I want my lover to spoil me and love me.